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sometimes i wonder if i do the things i do becuase i'm expecting something to change,something to be exciting. yet when these things happen, nothing changes for me.
im not excited,enthused, or amused.
i don't know how to sort these things out.
on the plus side,the only thing keeping me at bowman is the amazing psychology teacher. bless him

i don't know how to feel

but i know when im with you i feel something real good.

no hype

im sick
im tired
and i am a flirt

hey girl.

i made the right decision.
i will keep reminding my self of that.
because you're garbage.

lately.

i am a different person.
i switched schools last minute,and have zero guilt doing it.
i quit basketball, some say i fucked up.
some say i made the right choice for myself.
i want to be happy again.

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i really dont know what i want anymore.
i get my camera tomorrow hopefully, some piercings this week as well. a bit of a new wardrobe, dro with jess/party time.
only work saturday (BULLSHIT).
quit basketball.


life is moving along.

actfast! is brilliance

also,
i enjoy my ex boyfriend a great deal.

lol

fates on my side this time around.

+

I'll show you the way to go

p.s

you can't handle me.

dear boy.

i am so glad things played out how they did,
i don't want you after some sleezy drag.
and p.s
you're not waldo.

love

cheek piercings and canon cameras.

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as much as we are, we will not be as much as we are

all i want

is a cannon rebel and some money.
i figure i'll live at home while attending hair school
and hopefully get the hell out of the city shortly after.