no matter what i want,i can't have it. i push and strive for it.
but it never comes.
it's always just out of arms reach.
angsty,confused,angered,lazy,rude,procrastinator,changed,selfish,cocky,not genuine,loveless,mean,not the same, out of the ordinary.


keep it coming,i'm waiting for the day where i'm actually happy and i can rub it in everyones face.


i need new people in my life.